Saw-Buck

Where has it gone? There are so many things I wanted to do, but at the moment I've relegated myself to suffering through a rather large backlog of domestic projects that have haunted me for far too long. Not to mention the fact that I've been inundated at work since the start of the year. Huge projects are never easy to accomplish -- even with twice the help AND devoting 70+ hours a week to the job. The sad thing is: I feel like I have nothing to show for all my work... Ugh... But on the upside, I at least have a little free time now. I don't have much energy or focus and my creativity is shot, but it's a start. I've been wanting badly to g

Happy New Year, everyone! I hope this finds you all well! I, for one, am glad that 2013 is gone! I've had such a shitty year that I want to forget it altogether... But I've been pulling myself out of the mire, so it's still got it's claws on me for now. I hate to complain -- especially to strangers -- but I've convinced myself I need to be more honest and open, more forthcoming; damn the consequences. That means throwing caution to the wind and stepping out of the shadows that I like to hide in. (That's one of my problems.) It's uncomfortable for me to write this, and probably moreso for anyone to read, but it's something I need to do. I mi

No, seriously, where in the hell have I been??? Sadly, I have had so much to do this year that I haven't had much time for dA. I miss this place! But maybe it won't be much longer until I get some of my major projects finished and I can play. I still have so much to do.  orz Later...